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Renesmee ; The daughter of Bella And Edward ♥
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ; 7:46 PM

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Renesmee ; A miracle
Monday, September 21, 2009 ; 5:52 AM

Hi people (:
EOYs are coming.
Stood down from CCA few days back.
Looking for themes& games for samsung pixon now.(:
Kimi COULDn't call, was reading COMICS.
Theres assembly tomorrow.
Which means that it will be late dismissal.
Awh.
Sad.
:/
Im worried if strings can make it for the two songs.
Worried for exams too.
Worried for people.
Worried if he'll get back on track and quit smoking.
If he'll go back to school and get on with his life.
(:
Do we ever get to NOT worry?
Sometimes, closing my eyes and the same images flash back.
I want to die, cry, breakdown, but there's no more tears.
Maybe it's all fate?
Saw a PM on one of my friends's personal sentence.
It said :
Meeting you was fate. Becoming your friend was a choice. But falling in love with you, was beyond my control.
Okay.
Cheerios.
^^
Goodluck for EOYS, everyone !
Bye.


Renesmee ; A miracle
Friday, September 11, 2009 ; 11:17 PM


Hello people ! (:
Came back from MCO , funfunfun.
Didnt manage to meet siuhui though.
Ohhh.
Bought a guppy and siuhui took back to her home to keep for me. (:
We call it:
Our cousin PATRICK !

Played the song, A musical Adventure and some other songs today.
funfunfun (:
In the end my hand hurts like crap.
CRAP !
):
Im hungry too.
Im starving.
;(

So in the end my pain is worth it, cause i learnt that song ! (:
Who cares, right?
Haha.
Been spending time this whole week doing lots of thinking, lots of reflecting, and doing varieties of things !
(:
There's good, there's bad.
Going to work pretty hard for the rest of the year.

The doctor did mention, about my hand will be totally useless if i continue to stress it.
I can see the symptoms.
But nevertheless, im going to continue with my instrument, i cant stop !
Worried for everyone.
will they make it?
will we disgrace ourselves?
this sng cheered me up lots.
thanks ! (:
byeeeeee.
thanks for the concern, everyone.
byebye--
an nyoung.


Renesmee ; A miracle
Friday, September 4, 2009 ; 3:21 AM

AN NYOUNG HAH SAY YO !
:DDDDD
Sooooooo extremely wonderfully Happy today !
:]

At first I was so nervous.
Thought I flunked everything.
But then.
I PASSED !
Wooopeeeee !

Going to post my results now.
Official result of Common test 2009 , sec two !
:]


SUBJECT MARK(%) GRADE RANK
English 64.0 B4 7/41
Chinese 67.0 B3 10/29
Maths 65.0 B3 24/41
Science 67.0 B3 31/41
Home Economics 72.0 A2 4/21
Geography 76.0 A1 19/41
Literature 66.0 B3 17/41
Music 88.0 A1 17/41

Average: 71.0% No. of subjects passes : 8
M.S.G : 2.5 [Expected M.S.G: 4.1]
L1B5: 14
Class Position: 10/41




WOOPEES !
:D
Grats to KELLYN STEAD.
She got position of SEVEN !
7/41 !
:D
Okay.
Signing off, going to negotiate with my papa to buy a hamster later !
:DDD
BYEEEE.
AN NYOUNG !
^^

Renesmee ; A miracle
Thursday, September 3, 2009 ; 6:23 AM

An nyoung hah say yoh.
:D
Joash reminded me to do maths later.
Sigh..
Still in orange CO tee.
Sadddddd.

Today teacher so fierce.
Fiery Temper-
:/

Ohh.
Okay.
Dont elaborate further le.
Tonnes of things to do today.
Byeeeee.
Tireeeed.
An nyoung !
Jweisung Hamnida. (:

Renesmee ; A miracle
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 ; 3:41 AM

My first birthday present for year 2009.
A Chocolate from Yisuan . :]
Thanks-

Doing Ads Alley now.
(:
Recently Kimi's been playing maple.
Not had a proper chat with her so much now and then.
So far, two.
pathethic isnt it?

Im down with flu.
Temp : 37.00
Head : exploding.

Tomorrow's p.e and odac once again.
Wonder if mr.joe DID see my msg.
Last wed, i meant.
If he didnt I can say Hello to RTC tomorrow.
Shoot.
Embarassing.

No dinner today again.
Buying it myself later.
Sometimes it's such a bother to go to school.
To work when we grow up.
To die .
Just thinking of how gruesome you'll look when you are old gives me the creeps.
Thinking of how a mess my life is now makes me... makes me.
I dont know.
Sometimes, it's hard to manage and do certain things.
Yet sometimes, you will want to strangle someone.
Sometimes, you will want to KILL and MURDER someone, Like how i want to kill my mom.
Sometimes you just want to drop everything and go missing.
Sometimes you dont want to care about anything else.
Sometimes you want to decide on some things yet you're afraid of hurting the others.
Sometimes you will just want to vanish from the surface of the Earth.
Sometimes you hate being born into this world.
Sometimes you wonder what you will be if you are aborted.
Sometimes you think and remenisce on the past.
Sometimes you are random.
Sometimes only people think about your existence when you are sad.
Sometimes people are selfish, too selfish.
Sometimes you wish you were born in another time, another century, another country.
Sometimes you want to do what you want.
Sometimes you just cant concentrate on things.
Sometime you realise that people are wearing masks and using you like a post-it note, yet you still allow them to use you.
Sometimes you realise that people change and betray you.
Sometimes you realise that there are not many people who are really your friends and the only way is to score in your exams.
Sometimes wonder about a lot of things.
Sometimes, too many sometimes.
How many sometimes do we have?
What if, Tomorrow is our last day?
We dont take things for granted.
Yet people still do.
And they really wake when they realise that something goes missing in their lives.
Yes, Life is part and parcel of life.
And everything is like a ball.
You were born.
And you are dead.
Start and End.
Yet many things happen along the way.
Okay.
Bye.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Sunday, August 23, 2009 ; 6:31 AM

She lov'd me for the dangers I had pass'd,
And I lov'd her that she did pity them.

Othello, scene iii




My story being done,

She gave me for my pains a world of sighs:

She swore, in
faith, 'twas strange, 'twas passing strange;

'Twas pitiful, 'twas wondrous pitiful.


Othello, scene iii

Renesmee ; A miracle
Friday, August 21, 2009 ; 3:53 AM

An nyoung hah sah yoh.
:)
Listening to beethoven's virus now.
:]
Wrist feels like its been dislocated.
sigh.
sighhhs.
:/

Anyways.
Watched 'Where got ghosts?'
It was hilarious, touching, shocking, scary. :D
Another reccommended movie.
haha.
Although it gets abit boring, but its still okay.
I guess.

I miss playing piano and violin already. :C
tomorrow's C.I.P.

I've decided to get a new BAG.
bagpack.
with Sp Pinku. :D
And maybe meg.
haha.

damned fucktard !
How dare you request t watch MOVIE with us ?
damn you.
fuckin' shit.
!!#%##^%&$^&*%^^&*@$^@#$%@$%^&*@%$@&4
_|_
who do you think you are?
SERIOUSLY, What is th point?
OH YEA.
Oh YEA I can so ABSOFUCKINGlutely see why.
You want to cause dispute between us.
Cause us to drop in our STUDIES.
then you can be a MORE HYPOCRITE.
And cause more dispute.
and cause more problems.
what a HYPOCRITE.
SUCH HYPOCROSY.
FUCK YOU, YOU BITCH BASTARD SHEMALE NOOBSHITTIE NOODBFUCK YOU SHOULD JUST GO DIE MAN !
WHAT DO YOU WANT EXACTLY?
WHY MUST YOU SEPERATE US?
ARE YOU EVEN IN THE RIGHT MIND?
DID TOO MANY STUDIES KILL YOUR BRAIN?
ARE YOU INSANE?
FUCK.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO.
WRONG.
I DONT THINK ANYONE WILL WANT TO FUCK YOU.
CAUSE YOURE NOT EVEN A BOY OR GIRL.
A BITH-BASTARD.
NO.
A FUCKTARD !
HAH.
YOU DARE SCOLD MEGAN A BITCH?
THEN WHAT ARE YOU?
AT LEAST IT MEANS THAT MEG IS MORE ATTRACTIVE.
YOU?
WHAT DO YOU UNDERSTAND OR KNOW?
NOTHING !
AND YOU GO AROUND AND SPREAD.
HA.
FOOL!
YOU GO BE A SHEMALE.
SHEMALE !
SUITS YOU BETTER.
OR GO BE AN EUNUNCH.
GO CUT OFF AND FRY YOUR C***!
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
YOU DISCRIMINATE OTHERS AND TRY TO DISPUTE EVERYONE.
WHAT.
YOU WANNA BE A GANG LEADER?
DONT GO TOO OVERBOARD.
YOU STILL EXPECT US TO FORGIVE YOU?
NO WAY !
DONT GIVE ME THAT PATHETIC FACE.
I DONT BUY THAT.
WE DONT BUY THAT.
AND WHO ARE YOU TO BOSS US AROUND?
YOU WANNA BE BOSS?
THEN GIVE US SALARIES LA!
NO.
I THINK WHOEVER YOU HIRE WILL JUST QUIT ON YOU, GIVEN YOUR ABSYMAL ATTITUDE.
YOURE .

SO.
DISGUSTING.
I CAN PUKE MY SHIT FROM MY MOUTH .
SO IRRITATING THAT I WANT TO RIP YOUR THROAT APART.
SO SICKENING THAT I WANT TO PUT YOU IN A GIANT BLENDER AND BLEND YOU TO BONES AND BLOOD !
_|_ !


SO WHAT IF YOU ARE GOOD IN YOUR STUDIES?
SO WHAT IF YOU ARE A SCHOLAR?
YOU HAVE SUCH A BLACK HEART.
FUCKINNOOBSHITBASTARDBITCHSHEMALEEUNUNCHSUCKINGSUCKERFUCK !
YOU WANT TO OUTDO EVERYONE IN A DESPICABLE WAY.
YOURE A CAD !
BASTARD !
FUCK !!!!!
GO DIE.

okay.
I gtg.
Father's going to come back again.
scold me again.
Bye.
An nyoung.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Thursday, August 20, 2009 ; 4:48 AM

an nyoung hah say yo.
Today.
HAND REALLY VERY PAIN.
wont talk much further.
had co today too.
disaster.
there's mass run tml.
dont know how im going to run.
HAND PAIN !
lot of people had their mouths hanging open when they saw my mummy hand today.
They're concerned about me.
haha.
repeasted my statement lots of time.
haha.
once again, GAMSAH HAMNIDA !
AN NYOUNG !
:]

Renesmee ; A miracle
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ; 4:23 AM

An nyoung.
Today had home ec.
Quite okay.


Today was th most tense day of all.
Yet peaceful.
Abit happy.
ha,ha.
Today Co announced something.
We made decisions.
Worried.

Halfway playing through a song, suddenly my left wrist was so PAIN.
The pain was so intense that i cant even do ribrato.
:/
Whole socket feel so dislocated.
and pain.

And right until after co my Hand is shaking.
So painful >_<
Head felt kind of weird too.
Sometimes a piercing pain will shoot through me.
Sometimes it gets too burning hot.
Goddess.
What's wrong with me?
Today yw twin nv go home with me again.
Lucky, Took bus with Xinyi to interchange.
:]

Now listening to a song from FFX.
It's called Someday the dream will end.
Haha.
Okay.
Im going off soon.
To practice ERHU !
Received new scores today.
Zhan zai gao gang shang.
By zhang hui mei.
Z.
I deproved for my overall and side-reading skills.
Its in F and G major.
Haha-
:]

Heard that ABBA's medley is 9 pages.
Ohmy.
:/
WGS Dinner !
Looking forward.

(:

Haha.
Okay.
gtg.
An nyoung !
Nal saranghani?
Sarang hae yo ! :D

Renesmee ; A miracle
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ; 3:25 AM

Hello people.
:]
This colour is something like Edward's hair.
haha.
;p

Watched the last few parts of Silent Hill on Channel 5 ytd.
LOL.
In the end I still dont get what the heck they are showing.

Last friday nobody was available to accompany me home after my sectional. :'(
Yiwei and Queenie had councillor.
Bronte wants to play badminton with the guys.
Megan was going to bake cookies with shuyi at her house.
Siuhui is tired and wants to go home.

Had planned to watch movie with them, but turns out i have sectional.
So Megan said that she has the movie in her house already.
So watch there.
huh.

Sometimes.
I'm so much an outcast to them.
Oblivious to them.
But, nevermind.
I've learnt that nothing is more important than standing on your own.
Nobody will even bother to talk to you.
Realistic and materialistic world.

But, dont worry.
I wont hate you guys.
I know what you all think of me.
Im a stupid , suckish fellow right.
:]

Anyway.
Now I realise , too.
Only a few friends stand by you.
Talk to you.
The others, no matter how good they treat you in the face.
They will still hate you, treat you rudely, discriminate you.
Leaving you with no respect.
I've realised that now.
No matter how happy you are with them, its all false.
All wearing masks.
Liars.
Okay.

Let's say something happy.
:]
After my sectional, when i thought that i was going home myself, I saw Michelle !
Loveeeee.
Haha.
We went to cwp.
Bought bbt and ordered my pasta takeaway.
Then we went home after that.
when i was about to put a little bit chilli flakes into th pasta, my hands shivered and th .
Whole.
Packet.
Was in th the pasta before i knew it.
Then I had no choice but to eat it all up.
Not even a bbt and green tea was enough to cover up the spiciness.
It was so spicy that my tongue went numb and prickly and my eyes had tears .
:/EW.

Ytd I had tuition before meeting with Guanyi they all.
When I woke , I was late.
Z.
F3.
After tuition , came home bathed and went to cwp.
Ben said that i put eye-cello on my eyelids.
Z.
I told him it was eye-SHADOW.
And he said it was the intrument , cello.
-_-
F3333.

Okay.
After I met with Guanyi and Ben . we went to civic's to eat.
While we were searching for seats, we saw a familiar silhouette outside.
Not really a silhouette, a boy.
Thn I had a feeling it was Dion.
But Guanyi said it was not.
So in th end Guanyi opened th glass door and called "dion !"
Then turns out it was Dion.
Hahahaha !
So funny.

And we saw a "Please do not sit, this seat is spoiled" sign.
Haha !
It was spoiled by ben and guanyi .
:D
So funny.

After that we found a small round table.
Dion joined us, me and Guanyi ate.
Ltr when I was about to finish, Richard came.
Then we waited for him to eat while ben showed us pics of miss universe.
Again.
Haha!
And in the midst of it someone from behind me spilled ice milo.
It flooded the floor around me and richard's chair.
LOL.
In the end a mac worker from the Lobby shift came and cleaned up.
Then we went to th library.
Syafiqah was with us too.

Stayed on the fourth floor and did th POEM.
:/
Not long after we found a table for four, richard and dion wrote one more stanza then we tell them to go play their badminton already.
haha, richard say he feels guilty.
Lmao.
:]
Then we worked on the poem.
Syafiqah left.
And we started re-arranging the poems.
Oh.
Ben laughed like hell when I showed him the Tyra Banks 'shoe fight' in Hannah Montana.
haha.

We saw a girl on the opposite table with a boy.
The girls jeans was so LOW, it showed her Butt.
Then Guanyi tried taking pics of it . -_-
Such a bad thing to do.
haha. :0

I read Eclipse until ben and guanyi are done, as I have no talent in poems, technically. (:
Then finally !
We're done.
Went to cwp, and Ben went home first.
Took the escalator to Uncle Tidbits.
Bought chocolates.
Pukish chocs.
They dont even TASTE like chocolates.
*vomits*
And I almost broke my teeth while trying to eat it.
Blehs
So walked around.
Okay.
My father is reprimanding me for th constant typing.
Th keyboard sounds gets on his Nerves.
Hahaha.

There's no show to watch today.
Eesh.
:/
So bored.
Okay.
Gtg.
Byeee. :]


Renesmee ; A miracle
; 3:25 AM

Hello people.
:]
This colour is something like Edward's hair.
haha.
;p

Watched the last few parts of Silent Hill on Channel 5 ytd.
LOL.
In the end I still dont get what the heck they are showing.

Last friday nobody was available to accompany me home after my sectional. :'(
Yiwei and Queenie had councillor.
Bronte wants to play badminton with the guys.
Megan was going to bake cookies with shuyi at her house.
Siuhui is tired and wants to go home.

Had planned to watch movie with them, but turns out i have sectional.
So Megan said that she has the movie in her house already.
So watch there.
huh.

Sometimes.
I'm so much an outcast to them.
Oblivious to them.
But, nevermind.
I've learnt that nothing is more important than standing on your own.
Nobody will even bother to talk to you.
Realistic and materialistic world.

But, dont worry.
I wont hate you guys.
I know what you all think of me.
Im a stupid , suckish fellow right.
:]

Anyway.
Now I realise , too.
Only a few friends stand by you.
Talk to you.
The others, no matter how good they treat you in the face.
They will still hate you, treat you rudely, discriminate you.
Leaving you with no respect.
I've realised that now.
No matter how happy you are with them, its all false.
All wearing masks.
Liars.
Okay.

Let's say something happy.
:]
After my sectional, when i thought that i was going home myself, I saw Michelle !
Loveeeee.
Haha.
We went to cwp.
Bought bbt and ordered my pasta takeaway.
Then we went home after that.
when i was about to put a little bit chilli flakes into th pasta, my hands shivered and th .
Whole.
Packet.
Was in th the pasta before i knew it.
Then I had no choice but to eat it all up.
Not even a bbt and green tea was enough to cover up the spiciness.
It was so spicy that my tongue went numb and prickly and my eyes had tears .
:/EW.

Ytd I had tuition before meeting with Guanyi they all.
When I woke , I was late.
Z.
F3.
After tuition , came home bathed and went to cwp.
Ben said that i put eye-cello on my eyelids.
Z.
I told him it was eye-SHADOW.
And he said it was the intrument , cello.
-_-
F3333.

Okay.
After I met with Guanyi and Ben . we went to civic's to eat.
While we were searching for seats, we saw a familiar silhouette outside.
Not really a silhouette, a boy.
Thn I had a feeling it was Dion.
But Guanyi said it was not.
So in th end Guanyi opened th glass door and called "dion !"
Then turns out it was Dion.
Hahahaha !
So funny.

And we saw a "Please do not sit, this seat is spoiled" sign.
Haha !
It was spoiled by ben and guanyi .
:D
So funny.

After that we found a small round table.
Dion joined us, me and Guanyi ate.
Ltr when I was about to finish, Richard came.
Then we waited for him to eat while ben showed us pics of miss universe.
Again.
Haha!
And in the midst of it someone from behind me spilled ice milo.
It flooded the floor around me and richard's chair.
LOL.
In the end a mac worker from the Lobby shift came and cleaned up.
Then we went to th library.
Syafiqah was with us too.

Stayed on the fourth floor and did th POEM.
:/
Not long after we found a table for four, richard and dion wrote one more stanza then we tell them to go play their badminton already.
haha, richard say he feels guilty.
Lmao.
:]
Then we worked on the poem.
Syafiqah left.
And we started re-arranging the poems.
Oh.
Ben laughed like hell when I showed him the Tyra Banks 'shoe fight' in Hannah Montana.
haha.

We saw a girl on the opposite table with a boy.
The girls jeans was so LOW, it showed her Butt.
Then Guanyi tried taking pics of it . -_-
Such a bad thing to do.
haha. :0

I read Eclipse until ben and guanyi are done, as I have talent in poems, technically. (:
Then finally !
We're done.
Went to cwp, and Ben went home first.
Took the escalator to Uncle Tidbits.
Bought chocolates.
Pukish chocs.
They dont even TASTE like chocolates.
*vomits*
And I almost broke my teeth while trying to eat it.
Blehs
So walked around.
Okay.
My father is reprimanding me for th constant typing.
Th keyboard sounds gets on his Nerves.
Hahaha.

There's no show to watch today.
Eesh.
:/
So bored.
Okay.
Gtg.
Byeee. :]


Renesmee ; A miracle
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ; 3:35 AM

An nyoung !
:D

Got my first belated b'day present ytd .
From Yisuan.
Thanks !
Loveeeee.
Wonder what's my next present.
(:

Today.
there's lots of unhappy things.
FIRST.
th 2.4KM run.
omg.
I almost puked my guts out aft the run.
Yiwei twin PULLED me to the finishing line.
One round.
And that's all that takes to make me feel weird and puke.
Well, technically.

Th stomach juice came up first, and i could FEEL the other STUFFS following behind.
Thn th juice popped into my mouth.
Then i swallowed it down.
Its just so EMBARASSING if i puke my guts up.
right.
and i did this for THREE times.

Ohmygoddess.
I was RADIATINg heat waves from my WHOLE body.
and after i managed to sat down after the run , i cant really hear what people is saying.
Felt woozy.
:/
Then I stood up.
And i went zigzag ways.
So zig zagged that yiwei had to hold me UPRIGHT.
LOL.
Oh.
My feet's nerves are killing me, and th bones' socket in my left leg is sort of grinding against one another and its toooo painful.
and im dead beat.
:0

And, SKIP.
second unhappy event.
Today received back my english results.
DAMN !
i failed by ONE MISERABLE MARK !
and they were too STRICT.
Else i would get distinction.
okay.
dont talk about it anymore.
pissed.
CRAP !
:@

AND.
After school.
Came the ODAC.
oh god.
its mdm TAI DAWN.
crap, she made us run 2.4km.
kept walking but jogged to keep up the 'tired look'
and mdm tai said 3.30PM then release US.
so in the end.

My movie trip is CANCELLED.
CRAP !!!!
its practically the ONLY day.
Im free.
And she ruined it.
:/
oh GREAT.
HAHAHAHA.
Notfunny.


Now both knees hurts.
the bones' sockets.
and there's CO sectional tomorrow.
I could fairly predicet that th girl SHITING is not coming too.
Tomorrow my instructor's not here.
[he was in th news ! ask YISUAN ! :DDDDDDDD]
He's in LONDON.
so mr low is taking 'over'.
Best of lucks.
:/
soooooo dead tomorrow.
'kay.
im sick of posting.
buh-byeeeeee.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Monday, August 10, 2009 ; 2:11 AM

okay.
I wanted to type finish my post already.
But in the end i pressed something.
and the WHOLE page went BLANK
.
CRAP !!!!!!
:0
okay.
gtg.
And i got my phone BACK !
:DDD
Ate at Pasta's just now too.
hohoho.

Percussion performance was GREAT.
Literally.
Post the details next time yea.

LOVEEEEEE.
(;
haha !

Byeeeeee.
An nyoung.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Thursday, August 6, 2009 ; 5:08 AM

Hello people.
An nyoung.
Going off soon.
Shall skip all the formalities.
:]

Today went for Australian maths competition.
It was something like th UNSW papers I took back in pri. school.
After that rushed up to co room like mad people with queenie and yisuan.
And Guanyi.
(:
Now watching Paris and Milan.
haha.
Zhai Nan.
;p

Went straight to the Hall after dumping bag in co streroom.
And then i realised that my outer string broke.
And I realised why.
-___-
Today when taking 901 to school, the uncle suddenly stepped on the BRAKE pedal so hard.
That everyone fell forward.
.----.
And that's probably when it broke.

Had music common test today.
Cant believe that I got around 4 WRONG.
CHEH. !
okay.

Had rehearsal in the hall today.
Was SOOOO BAD.
Cant even manage to cover up the sec one's absymal skills.
Shermaine was worst off.
Sighs.
Dont talk about it.
Brings back bad memories.
Head throbbed so seriously I thought there was an earthquake in co just now.
Crap !
So pissed off at the SEC ONES.
no MOTIVATION.
Lack of BASICS.
cant even hold th erhu properly.
Not that im mean or anything.
But its FOUR MONTHS !
Other sections are improving so fast its incredble.
Seriously.
Are they a bunch of MORONS ?
Q@$@#%^%$^$&%*!#$%@$%^%$^&^


And they still have the mood to TALK.
Oh.
Today SHITING finally came back.
Mr Low also commented on her skills too.
Obviously, her, tht black white stripe junior and that youru got "PRAISED" for their "PERFECT" skills.
For youru I can understand at least.
She still ASKS.
as for others, I think i dont want to say.
HUH.

other than mr low, mdm ang also commented.
Oh.
People, you should congrats me.
I got "PROMOTED" from erhu 2's first place to the SECOND place.
Cause im a moron too.
HAHAHAHA.
SO funny.
Yea.
So funny that i almost peed my pants.
hahahahahahahahaha.

If things keep getting worse im gonna either start running away from co or just QUIT IT.
okay.
my show's ending.
Byeeeeeeeee.
An nyoung.
Cheon man neh yoh.
Nal saranghani?
Saranghaeyoh.
:D
Buhbyeeeee

Renesmee ; A miracle
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ; 3:39 AM

An nyoung hah sai yoh! :D
Maybe Im too used to using up so much energy that when i sit down now i have tons of energy to spare.
haha.
Kidding !
Just a bit HYPER.
hyper.
hyperbole.
hyperboleeeee.
hyperboleh.
haha !:D

I think I scored quite well for th science and maths paper today.
Ran NAPFA 2.4km, RE-TAKE.
PASSED !

First time that i passed.
:D
Me and Shawal passed.
Others failed. -.......-

Hm.
Ytd went to CO.
A rehearsal at the hall.
played matsuri once.
then we packed and went back.
Mrs Ong and Seniors co. was quite pissed off.
For our skills.
For our lack of teamwork.

Apparently most of the boys were slacking and leaving all th carrying to th girls.
Ohwell.

Skipped tuition today.
toooooo TIRED.
:/

yesterday in the midst of MATSURI back in co room, something akin to a miracle happened.
Was staring into space etc.
And suddenly th music that we are playing suddenly seems to drift away from me.
Like im in a tunnel.
And the voices and beats and sounds are getting more distant.

And suddenly I saw pitch BLACK for around 3-5seconds.
Feeling quite terrible back then.
Lucky me, I didnt puke my bile out.
:]
And during th pitch black darkness I could hear nothing.
So I was so STUNNED.
Quite.
haha.
:]

Okay.
Hm.
Its music common test tomorrow.
Oh. Crap.
Why must band's sounds be so alike ?
Craploads of crap.
Speaking of which.
Went to extra practice to day.
The first step i took into th room i was so shocked my mouth hung open like a goldfish.
:0
yes.
Its like that face.
:00000000
and full of question marks.
??????????????????????????
??????????????????????
?????????

Yes.
Something like that.
Cant believe th QUALITY that my DEAREST 4-5 juniors produced.
Hope they dont be such a letdown during performance.
Such bad luck.
:/

Wanted to visit my primary school beloved teachers and watch th sch's performance for NDP this friday.
Too bad im in th performing arts.
It always ruins my plans.
SHEESH.

Actual NDP performance is coming up in a few days .
This saturday.
><

okay.
An NYOUNG !
nal sarang ha ni?
sarang hae yo.
:D

HEARTS.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ; 4:27 AM

An nyoung hah sai yo.
:]



Today was the second day of common test.
Also when there's co combined today.
Was so shocked when Queenie told me that ch told her that ms lam told him that there will be rehearsal in the hall today.
In the end we only played once , and that is MATSURI.
At 4pm.
After that, the band needs to use the hall for their rehearsal.
Or was it the councillors?
Or so i thought.
Who cares, anyway.

Today.
Can tell that quite a lot of seniors came back.
Can tell they were diappointed.
Me too.

Cant seem to understand what my section's juniors are DOING.
Of course, minus some good exceptions, that is.
:/
So tired.
So frustrated.
So angry.
So much things swimming in my head.
Just now in the midst of combined back in co room, My ears were suddenly ringing and I saw black for a few seconds.
Ohmygoddess.

Tomorrow is more WORSE.
WORST, actually.
Tomorrow, i have ODAC , for sure.
And there's the P.E.
Did I mention that P.E alone could be enough to kill me?
So after ODAC, there's still the percussion practice as well as Erhu practice.
Thought that Shermaine was too nice.
Too nice to not scold th juniors.

Mdm Ang even pointed it out that one of th sec one junior in my SECTION did not play at all.
Something like that.
And I thought it was my malay junior Afiqah.
In the end it turns out to be th junior that i taught just previous week.

ANG GOD.
You can say that my precision for skills are quite high.
I just told Shermaine that she really cant make it during the sectional.
She's tooo.
COLD.
too extinct.
Idk, she's too QUIET.
she said we need to talk smth like jokes around her , and that she's quite cool.
I dont know.

As if there's not enough problems in my hand already !
How I wish to be out of EVERYTHING.
My consciousness has been seeped almost dry.
Hopefully I'll faint tomorrow during P.E
Then get sent to hospital.
Or better.
Let me just FAINT .
And let me experience heaven.
Sighs.

I want my life to be like Edward and Bella.
And I would have no problem running.
No problem doing anything.
I will be the strongest in th whole, wide world.
ha,ha.

Sighs.
SO.
W.O.R.R.I.E.D.
Dont know what to do with that junior.
And after CO she was walking with her friend, behind me.
Then I heard her excuse, while complaining to her friend.
Such is the lamest excuse THY EVER HEARD !
:0

Was so stupid and lame that i froze there, gaping with my mouth open.
Or maybe something like it?
:/
She said " WAHLAO, the score on the floor leh [in hall, we didnt have stand] how expect me to see? Then I see the score already I cant play liao ma. "
HUH.
Then what about the others?
They still MANAGED.
and i DID ask her to go home and practice her instrument.
so PISSED OFF.
:@


Tomorrow's still a busy and hectic day ahead.
OH CRAP.
oh.
good.
There's still tuition TOMORROW NIGHT.
at 8.30
SHITT !
Should I chop myself up in pieces and do everything at once?
So tired.
I figure I'll be dozing off soon.
And there's still pretty much revision to do.


Hope i'll faint.
Having two- three most important papers tomorrow.
maths and scence.
probably even chinese paper one.

Oh . Crap.
Im sooooo going to die !
Kay.
resting early today.
an nyoung hah sah yo , fans. :]

Renesmee ; A miracle
Monday, August 3, 2009 ; 3:55 AM

Hi people.
I've been thinking through a lot of stuffs today.
Today's also first day of common test.
As well as yw's b'day.
:]
Grats.

Recently, been thinking everything, in fact.
Decided to change my life.
I want to change my life !
I want to change my school !

Sometimes, I wonder if i'd chosen the right path.
Chosen, the right thing?
The right decision?
The right acquaintances?
The right school?
The right CCA?
The right live?

I'm so sick of having to go to school everyday.
Having to look positive.
Even if i dont.
until i cant take it anymore.
Really.
Im sooooooo tired of everything.
Now , it seems that everything is changing, changed?
Dont wish to talk about it anymore.

Maybe, I should get a LIFE.
Huh.
Its over my probation period.
Nobody even says happy birthday to me.
Oh well.
They celebrated yw's b;day though.
one biiiiiiiiiiiig cake for her.
Nothing for the rest of us.
not even presents.

OkAY,
im not going to elaborate further.
It's making me depressed soon.
From now on.
I may be changing blog.
This blog brings back, just too many memories.
Memories that im terrified to forget.
Reluctant to remember.

Think about, the sharpest tip of th knife in th whole world.
Stabbing it , inch by inch , deeper and deeper into your soul, and let it heal until its almost back to normal, but to do it again?
Imagine this process.
Again and again.
Im sick of it.
And yet sometimes they bring me happiness.
Remeniscing at everything.
Maybe, its time i let go.

How i wish i was never born.
No need to be born into this world.
No need to go through life, pain and death.
How I wish I would be in heaven enjoying eternity.
Free from everything.

You would feel nothing.
Even if there's any feeling, it would be nothing but happiness.
Yes, who doesnt wish for that kind of life?
No worries.
No problem.
:D

Okay.
People will think im crazy.
haha.

Time to sign off.

An nyoung hah sai yo!
Nal Sarang Ha Ni?
Sarang Haeyo . :]

XIAOMA LOVESSSSS FANS.
lovee.
takecares people.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Thursday, July 30, 2009 ; 4:29 AM

An nyoung hah sai yoh.
So tired.
So happy.
So sad.

There's mass run tomorrow.
There's extra practice tml.
There's maths hmwork to be handed up tomorrow.
There's lit group& individual project to be handed up tomorrow.
There's lit remedial tomorrow.
Hell yea.
Im sooooooo going to SWENSENS.
Only that im sooooooooooo going to drop dead.
:/

ooh.
paris and milan is showing.
byee


An NYOUNG . !
:]
HEARTS.
byeee/

Renesmee ; A miracle
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 ; 7:19 AM

OMG.
AN NYOUNG HAH SAI YOH.

YES !
Th blogger is back to norm !
;D
Saranghaeyo,!

Okay.
I wanted to talk about a lot of things.
But father's nagging.
So gtg.
Byee.
An Nyoung.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Monday, July 27, 2009 ; 2:54 AM

AN NYOUNG people !
Seriously.
I dont know WHAT THE earth this blogger.com is DOING.
First there's nothing, and now they have EVERYTHING but the FONTS and COLOURS?
Are you KIDDING.
OhmyGODDESS.
And they should have better taste than to use this too computerised font?
Eeeeew.

Uh.
Okay.
Just skip.
Today was the last day of the English Conversation.
:D
Qute fun, actually.

Oh.
And th lit groupings are OUT.
And th WHOLE class PROTESTED.
Does that Old WOMAN even knows how to arrange?
SHOOT.
pissed.
If i can growl or hiss im definitely doing so right now.
:0

Alright.
There's alot of things to be done, practically.
Just now when i got on th bus towards cwp, I tapped my card and realised to my utmost horror that I've no more credit left in it.
Damn !
Why do i always have PROBLEMS getting on BUSES?!
@$!$#$%$%&^&*&^%*%&(
$@!#%$#^^&$^&*&^*%&$(#^@^
!#%@#$^%^*(*()*(_)()& #%$^@$%!#$^#%^%&*

'Kay.
Its rainy today.
How's your side there, kimchi rainynight? :]
It's lovely here.
For me.
ha,ha.
Hm.
There's lit and home ec test tml.
Home Ec practical too, i think.
Oh shoot.

Okay.
Just now after i got on th bus.
Nobody sat with me.
Thn i asked meg casually where do i sit.
thn she said sit behind us.
Huh.
Figures.
:/
So i sat there and stared into space for awhile before picking up th new moon book[my partner on th bus] and read it until th bus reached interchange.

At first I was still deliberating wether to go to Mac with Bron and Meg.
But after th bus ride, i was CERTAIN that i do not want to go and break up their lovely atmosphere.
Oh no, Im not so going to be the THIRD PARTY.
so yea.
Dont feel like talking about it anymore.
Since everything is better now.
And i need to FOCUS on my STUDIES !

Common Test's coming.
Ohmy.
I just cant help myself from seeing th scene of my father ripping my report book apart .
God.
That would be scary.
Oh yes.
There's one thing that im happy of, at least.
:D
TOday we FINALLY learnt PYTHAGORAS THEOREM. CHAPTER SEVEN.
I've been waiting for this day for soooooooooooooo long.
:DDDDD

Oh.
Idk.
:/
I miss Kimchi lotts.
and Brownie.
and Weili GRACE.
*sniffs*


When I saw Sookmin, michelle and heping huhu today walking by our class.
Was so happy.
It changed my mood.
:D
've Been missing them tons, too.
:/

Oh yea.
Today we had english for the thirdand fourth period before our recess.
Mrs Tan was talking about , i forgot what.
And Isaac called her " Mrs Tan is an ugly witch or smth."
Funny.! :]
And in th end mrs tan described her self as she looks like a witch in isaac's eyes only, but in th others she looks like a sexy, pretty babe or smth.
Th whole woo whistled or smth.
ha,ha !
;D
Laughed my hearts out.
It was so funny that i almost cried.:D

okay.
That's all for today, i guess.

Once again,
MARDY [HEARTS] FANNNNNS. :D
Nal Sarang Hah Ni?
Sarang Haeyoh.
(:

An Nyoung.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Friday, July 24, 2009 ; 8:36 PM

An nyoung . :]
Today skipped percussion practice.
Had tuition.
Tiring. tired. sooooooooo sleepy.
Went there for two hours, did smth like , four graphs?
Head almost exploded.
Yisuan replied me just now.
Said that there would be a percussion performance AGAIN, at Greenwood Primary school.
Ohmy,
Just take it that it's a practice before the NDP actual performance.
I think.

Ytd had sectional after school.
But first, Went up with Queenie and Yisuan to hand in the form t CH.
Then Yisuan rushed to her HMT.
And that left me and Queenie.

So.
We went to toilet for awhile.
And when we came back, which is 12.32pm, saw shermaine walking towards the mac table.
LOL.
She's late for two minutes.
But that doesnt even matter.
Haha.
:]

Ltr when Ms Lam came up, she asked me to look for a room for the sectional practice.
And yea, it's class 1T2 again.
Figures.
:/

So practically all the seniors helped the juniors.
Tuning, etc.
For me.
I almost fainted.
:0
Helped a junior [Afiqah] take an outter string from the co storeroom.
Went back.
Then realised that the minor tuning thing is gone.
Asked her where it was.
She told me then that it was already gone when she opened it.
Then i had to go back to the co room again and take that thing.
Came back, helped her tune.
Then Queenie had a mini combined.
Haha.
At first it was me beating th beats.
In the end, smehow.
The seniors came in to the class.
Then Daihui played his ZH and HL used the stick to beat.
LOL.

It's , quite funny, haha.
so.
Went back with Kexin and Yiwei after th sectional.
When we reached th busstop.
My hands were so full of things that when i tapped my card i actually dropped my hp.
Thank goddess its not th newer one.
And that it has a HARD casing.
Lol.
And then a hand suddenly popped out of nowhere.
It scared th bejeezus outta me.
Then i realised it's Pingkai handing me th phone.
Haha.
So, moral of the story is to not take too much things in your hands whenever POSSIBLE.
haha.

Whn its nearing 2pm, went out to make calls to twin and yisuan.
Then saw Megan walking from th parade square then go to the busstop.
So naturally i called her name.
she turned back and then gave me th you-are-so-sickening-and-irritating-so-could-you-please-get-off-my-back look.
Thn I thought of calling her.
So she picked up.
AND her tone is DEFINITELY so NOT nice.
So my thoughts of going home with her vanished.
Just like that.
Then i said " oh, nothing. Bye.''
So bye.
Huh.

Something happened recently.
Dont wish to talk about it.
Hahas.
oh yes.

Im sooooooo going to ION Orchard later ! :D
With my dad.
It's SO cool.
Maybe there's a chance that i would see Kimchi and her family there ?
Probably.
Okay.
gam sah, hamnida fanns.
love.
:]

An nyoung.


Renesmee ; A miracle
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 ; 2:51 AM

An nyoung.
Ken cha na?
:/
Dont know what's WRONG with this BLOGGER.COM .
I just logged in and th post page turned out like as if it was hacked or smth.
-_-

Ytd father finally confiscated my modem's power cable.
LOL.
But given my logics I could easily locate it. :D

There's tons of homework today.
Shucks.
:/
Oh.
Made banana cake today ! (:
Quite fun.
Tml's CO day again.
Definitely positive about the percussion practice though.
:/
On tuesday during the end of CO took my temperature.
It's 37.2 degree celcius.
Broke my record for the whole month.
.--------------.

Oh well.
Feeling pretty tired recently.
maybe it's just due to that.
Hm.
Oh.
yes.
One more important thing.

Goodluck to all taking O lvls.
:D
Especially th three people ! (:
Work hard for yourself and for your presents. :D
okay.
I think im going off soon again.
Boreeed with all these stupid typing.
And this box is sooooooooo small.
CHEH.
:/
okay.

Tml remember my xiaoma, LEO ! :D

AN NYOUNG.
(:

Renesmee ; A miracle
Friday, July 17, 2009 ; 6:35 AM

An nyoung hah sai yo.
Ken cha na? :]

It means:
Hello.
Are you okay?:]

Second korean phrase learnt. (;
happy happy.

Recently've been engrossed in reading and watching Twilight.
Today had mass run , two rounds 13 minutes of timing.
Wanted to celebrate Jack's and Yewkiat's Birthday.
Ytd bakked cake for them.
But in the end there's no deco, no candles and no nth.
So we decided to just give the cake away.
In the end yiwei and yisuan rushed t their HMT, and megan needs to go to M'sia with her parents.
Then Megan thrusted the cake to me and Bronte.

Gave it to Dion.
In the end took it back from him. -........-
Asked Weijun to help with the cake problem.
Its seriously too big . :/

In the end, we broght th two cakes to Mrs Tan.
Then she cut and seperated them.
So Weijun has one medium square piece , Bronte took th remaining cake and I left a medium size of th cake for Jack.
The rest, Other boys and some malays [ i think] Helped themselves to it.
:]
Arigatougazaimasu ! (:
[Thank you in japanese?]

After that called Jack.
He suggested that we meet at Woodlands Sports Hall at 2 pm.
So me and Bronte went to my house first.
Sh bathed, I practiced abit of violin .
Used computer and downloaded UP , the balloon movie into my psp. :D
That boy is so cute ! :]
Haha.

Okay.
I gtg.
An Nyoung! (:

Marddyyyyyyy Hearts FANS.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Thursday, July 16, 2009 ; 5:02 AM

An nyoung !
;D

It means Hello in KOREAN.
Haha. ;D

It's th most formal word so far that I learnt .
;]
Korea !!!
Loveeee.

Tday went t Megan's house.
With Megan, Bronte and Yiwei.
Before that, went to Sheng Shiong and bought Macaroni cheese & Choc chips.
;D
In the end Ruiquan and Jack came .
-.........-
Ltr started baking cake.
Thn Megan realised that there's no more milk !
Eesh.
In th end I had to volunteer to rush to 7-11 and buy Milk.
LOL.
Walked very fast or Ran all th way.
Same whn i went back to megan's house.

When I reached Megan's opposite block downstairs, my right leg's nerves and muscles and ankle there hurts so much i just had to STOP.
:/

Poo.
Recently my wrists or legs gives me problems.
:/
Last time its left leg that has a sharp knife piercing and digging and TURNING into th CENTER middle of my bone and flesh.
Cruel fate, it hurts !

Tonnes and tons of HOMEWORK and TUITIONs nowadays.
Going MADDD.
There's no time at all to do personal stuff !
Tday not really going to sleep.
Going to megan's house early in th morning.
As early as 4am.
Oh well.
ONCE my father is out of this house, Im sooooooooo going to rush t megan's house.

Oh.
Reminds me of something.
O Lvls are coming soon.
Takecare and good luck , three seniors !
[HEARTS]
:]

Have a lot to say, But at the same time there's nothing much to say.
Too.
'Kay, gtg.
Mother's nagging is getting on my damn last nerves.
:/

Byee.
Mardy hearts fanns.
And LEEEOOOO get well soon !
lovee. :]
haha



Renesmee ; A miracle
Friday, July 10, 2009 ; 3:56 AM

Hello people.
;D

Tday performed th percussion ensemble again.
Performed it to th 13 principals of nowhere.
They came from th King LONG bus again.
LOL.

Wasted abit more than four periods with it in th morning.
Lol.
Oh.
Thanks, Auntie from th Hot Drinks stall in th Canteen !
She specially made a hamburger for me.
And yes it's only fried egg with hamburger.
But its still niceeeeee. :]
She kept her promise !
Haha.
Big thanks for filling my stomach with smth or else i would have my stomach clenching up from every side on me.
haha.
:]

Oh.
Speaking of the percussion ensemble.
The sun is just too, tooo, tooooo hot !
It's almost getting on my last few nerves.
When we went for a break finally, my left knee's bone hurt again. :
Th pain is like, you walk normally then suddenly it's like a very sharp tip of a knife TURNS and DIGS into your knee.
Can you believe it?
It's just so painful that i gritted my teeth and saw blur visions.
;/

And plus my temperature in the morning was 37.4+ .
Omg.
Had sore throat too.
sighs.
plus th hot sun, it just sucks.
Thn by th time we were done with carrying th percussion stuffs back t co room me and yisuan took lift down to the first floor and put th trolley at th dk what room outside.
Went to recess after that.
Upper sec recess.
Lol.
After we finished our drinks we went back to class.
Took yellow file. Went toilet. Went back class again. Then walked to th Music room for Music lessons.
After that we had Geography.
And it's the end of school day ! :]

We should be watching Ice age 3: with Sp, Zijin,Siuhui, Yiwei and megan.
But in th end, only left me, sp and zijin.
Thn siuhui said she NO MONEY.
cuhs she bought upper secondary's uniform.
Thn my mind was like WTH?!
and yiwei and megan cant go watch cuhs they are going to do their MATHS.
But in th end they said they are at ADMIRALTY playing BADMINTON.
Thn i was like, WTH?!!!

So nevermind lo.
suan liao.
Say that we need to have a talk.
But in th end?
Th long dragged movie , everyone still doesnt go.
And we say about being tgt as besties.
Huh.
I guess i need to reflect on THAT.
They had said about others .
But what about themselves?
For me, I have other friends as well.

How do you expect me to be with you guys ?
When you guys give me the feeling that im not even QUITE appreciated and left out sometimes?
I'd rather join my other groups.
At least, we are all in IT tgt.
We talk more openly.
But right now, my senses and intuitions tell me that I would be giving up one side soon.
majorly cool , huh?

Promises of going to watch movie.
It's a hard evidence example !
I just cannot simply ignore it.
Saying of watching th movie, but in th end leaving me with empty shells of promises.
We almost cancelled.
But in th end still watched with Sp and Liwen.

Okay.
We watched ice age 3 !
So damn funny. :D
Sp LEO laughed th most haha.
Before that we went t library t find kid's mama first, thn we went t foodcourt ate.
LOL.
Liwen's mama treated us lunch ! :D
Big thanks and more thanks to you, auntie ! :]
Thn yes, we went t cathay ltr on and watched movie le.
haha.
Im going down t vote fr th lift thing soon.
Takecares people.
Lol.
Heard that there is buffet .
Not interested.
:]
But my momo is. -_-
and papa .---.
Boreeeed.
Oh.
Tuition tml morning is CANCELLED !
sooooooooooo happy that i can sleep in .
Wooouh.
Okay.
Im going to try RESTRAINING myself.
i MUST !
okay.

Buhbyeeeee people.
lUH-VEEEEE.

once again, Mardy, Lin Jiawei HEARTS fannns and clique. :]
lovee.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Monday, July 6, 2009 ; 4:06 AM

helloooooooo people !
puhleasseeeee.
DO NOT say happy birthday to me this month until AUGUST FIRST !
okay?

THANKS :D
linjiawei MARDY [HEARTS] FANNNNNNNNNNNNNS.
(:

my cuts and bruises are getting better.
thanks for th concerns. :]
Having my dinner and milk.
Went to different places just now.
First, met yiwei Twinne at my house's busstop.
Thn we took bus to cwp interchange.
Twinne topped up her ez-link.
Took 962 and got off at the stop of Bronte's house.
Walked to her house.
Thn played with her dog, HERBIEEEEEEE.
H E A R T S. :]
such a cute soulll.
Then, Bronte went to bathe.
Waited for her.
Blah blah.
After she showed us pictures of her photo albums.
Lol !!!

When after what seemed like a long time had passed, we threesome went to the nearby coffee-shoppe.
Th beverage stall's name was "Vari Nice".
Lol.
Can you believe it?
haha.
Twinne and I shared 'xin zhou mee fen' , bought the same Mountain Dew drink.
Hahha ! :]
Chat and discusses alot of things with bronte and twinne at the coffee-shoppe.

In the end, we went to our last destination around Bronte's house.
Tada, Cold storage !
Or was it cold storage.
LOL.
sorry, i forgot.
Bought sweets there.
Thn we took 962 back to cwp again.
Waited sooooooooooo loooooong before 911 came.
Took 911 and went t th Woodlands Sports Hall to watch The boys play badminton.
:]
In the end smth happened.
Uh-hum !
Its a secret . (;
Went to my house and ate HEALTHY noodles .
With Bronte and Twinne, of course.
HEARTS.

Followed closely after that, me and Twinne accompanied Bronteeee to th Sports Hall again.
Watched Bronte play.
After that me and Twinne bade good-bye t bronte and th guys.
Walked for quite abit of distance.
Took 950 to cwp.
again.
Ahhhh !
Damn that 950.
poof.

So, we took mrt from cwp to AMK hub to replace yiwei's ez-link card.
For the secondth time !
HELL.
And did I mention I got so PISSED OFF when that Aunt[y] called the headquarters of their company and asked about yiwei's card replacement.
Thenthen, That auntie told yiwei that they cant give her card cuhs they already made one card for her and its with th WGS SCHOOL'S ADMIN OFFICE !
HELL.
THEY SHOULD HAVE NOTIFIED TWINNE EARLIER,MANN.
YES, they SHOULD.
Absof-inglutely SHOULD.
Wasted our time.
:/
Thn got off at Marsiling stop, Yiwei got off at Kranji, after MY stop.
hohoho.
Went to This Fashion after I've tapped out of the mrt.
Bought a brown vest and a black sleeveless top.
Hehs. :]
It's pretty cheap, total cost of $22. :D
okay !
buhbyeeeeeeeee.
Loveeeeeees.

Renesmee ; A miracle
Thursday, July 2, 2009 ; 4:09 AM

Hello people. :]
Long time no see.

Ever since school's reopened, its been a busy week.
Tml performing for the JianPing Experimental School, from Shanghai, China.
Eating Tom Yam Fried Rice with water.
um.
Just now while stopping a small gong as my senior dropped it whilst she was practicing, i managed to stop it, YES.
But I also managed to get a bonus cut.
At that time it was so painful that my hand turned bright red and trembles non stop.
My right knee calf also hurts.
Its bruised.
Wih blue black spots.
:/

Current mood: Tireeeeeed.
I could slp for ten weeks and hibernate ! :]

Tried out th main part/chord of Haru Haru in AVA piano just now.
Sounds nice. :]
oh.
Speaking of which reminds me.
We need to take temperature three times a week.
And believe it or not im sooooooooo getting sick soon.
Just now took temp, it was 37.17 or smth.
I want t be sick !
I want to sleep for forever.
I want t be admitted to a hospital.
i WANNNTTTTTT.
But, asking the obvious its definitely unlikely as high as 80%.
There's still hope.
I will be ill.
;/

Oh.
Recent important ANNOUNCEMENT.
I've decided to learn korean!
Great.
Its another of my resolutions.
my other resolutions are to learn Pottery, piano,violin,drama. :]
Going to create a blogshoppe now.
Byee.
Hearts to Fannnnss.
:]

Renesmee ; A miracle
Sunday, June 28, 2009 ; 4:08 AM

Hello people ! :D
School's back tml.
SIGHS.
watched F4 on youtube ytd.
Wonder if Yi jung would be with Ga eul in the end?
Hopefully so. :D

Okay.
I gtg.
Byeeeeeeee.

Mardy [hearts] fans

Renesmee ; A miracle
Thursday, June 25, 2009 ; 4:30 AM

Hi people !
:]
Now eating plain noodles mixed with PREGO, pasta sauce traditional. :D
NICEEEE.
oh.
and sesame oil.
^_^

Tday went swimming with siuhui.
She almost lost her hp.
And she was kind of in a shocked state.
haha.
Dont worry, she recovered some time ltr. :]

Tday received the letter from sch.
Regarding the H1N1 & Travel plans etc. :D
Almost choked on my food when i read that there WILL not be CCA or school assemblies for th FIRST week when sch reopens. :D
okay.
Byeeee !

MARDY {hearts} fannnns. :]

Renesmee ; A miracle
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ; 1:49 AM

Hi all. :D
Ytd went t cwp with CP2 members. (:
First stop !
They accompanied me t Popular t buy book.
Thn Second stop !
Went t Pizza Hut's and ate student meal . :]
HEHS. :D
Had lots of fun there -
And we spiked my leftover 'cola' with spices, and everything 'nice' ! (:

After that..
We walked around cwp t DIGEST th food.
Sooooooo full aft eating. :]
Thn finally,
We went t library and buried ourselves with th EL Project.
Wooh !

Tml, Im getting my NEW SPECS.
At least HOPEFULLY.
Or im going t get it by Thursday , period.
Either that, or im gonna lodge a complaint.

Hm.
Tday went t lots of places.
-..-
so tired.
Dont wanta talk about it le. :]
Cuhs its just plain tooooooooooo many.
My little toe on my left leg feels like someone ran a Mack truck over it and its all smashed and all. :/
PAINNNNN. =/

And darn th NEWS.
To think we actually sent around and told everyone t voteeeeee for EXTENDED holidays.
:/
Ohh.
Thr's a VERY SICKENING OBASAM in MY house.
MY kitchen.
Sneezing in MY kitchen, too.
DAMN !
last time i came back from school.
She was sitting in MY house.
MY living room.
MY father's chair.
I even saw her armpit hair.
POOF.
she SUCKS MAN !
LOWLIFE.

okay.
I know.
I need t be less agitated. :D
Oh.
Im setting up shop soon.
Do support.
:]

Going t practice Piano and Violin more often.
I want t learn lots of songgggggs, (:
DAMN.
I STILL HATE THAT OBASAM.
CANT SHE LEAVE?!
SHEESH.
okay.
Try t keep you all posted toos.
Byeeeeeee

Renesmee ; A miracle

Th Ladyee

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The werewolf imprinted darling. :D

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