Renesmee ; The daughter of Bella And Edward ♥
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
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5:19 AM
http://www.chinese-orchestra.com/syf-09-central-judging-for-chinese-orchestra/official-syf-day-3-thread-(sec-2009)/40/?PHPSESSID=ceb72378595a16ca835d618c1c6035ef#top
PEOPLE !
Go see th comments on WGSCO X]
I think that if woodgrove and zhonghua had just played on other days, they just might have gotten GwH, i really enjoyed listening to them.day 3 2nd session was just....wow.(and i thought being before dhs and ngee an was scary - it was, but the 2nd session, i feel, was scarier ^^;)YES YES i agreed too. praises flew across everywhere for woodgrove and zhonghua especially woodgrove. I loved the songs woodgrove played too. Its full of feelings and emotions. They should have gotten gwh instead of gold. yes, the last day was very competitive. having so many saps school performing together in the morning is already very impressive im sure it frighten every schools in the afternoon, having 5 golds , 3 gwh just in the morning! interesting! but having heard the afternoon session, my jaw dropped. How could a neighbourhood school like woodgrove done so well than so many sap schools?! unbelievablely surprised i've got. their song touches me.
woopeeeeessss ! (:
Senior Sarah sent me.
And also th set piece and choice piece. :DDD
Tday was th ENGLISH PAPER.
quite okay, BASICally.
But.
UN basically , I dont know what th compre is saying.
Oh crap.
Oh Shucks.
okays.
Going t logout soons.
Bye !
:D
Renesmee ; A miracle
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
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7:00 AM
Helloh.
Tday went fr SYF.
It's been a really busy day.
From spraying hair, tuning instruments, helping erhu ppl with stuffs, practicing, make-up, change , and blahblahs.
And Im very PROUD t announce.
WGSCO, 2009, SYF central judging. GOLD .
A sustained gold ! :]
However, Just now after they announced the results.
Was so shocked .
Those like the SHITTY EVERGREEN one, got g.w.h !
Are th judges blind ?
OMG.
See their strings.
Movement so FAKE.
Move like until want t fall of chair alr.
Thn.
Alot of ppl were touched.
by our song.
BUT.
After hearing our results.
Alot of ppl including me.
I thought of crying when i reach home, thn when saw Seniors they all crying, also cried.
Thn Steven th Alumni encouraged us.
Thanks all Alumnis and Teachers!
Haiz.
And from th second tht we went out of th conference hall.
Cried like shit.
All make up gone.
FOR SURE.
thn cry cry cry, until when around halfway on th way back t sch.
Cried until im almost running out of tears t cry of.
Thn Im so tired, slept with hp in my hand.
Ms ong sat beside me.
Thanks for encouragement ! (;
and Mdm Lam , haha ! (:
Will TRY t cheer up tml ya.
Thanks t Baby Kellyn, Siuhui, Megan , Yiwei and others that congratulated or encouraged me and wgsco.
THANKS A LOT. (:
Kays.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Renesmee ; A miracle
Monday, April 20, 2009
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7:45 AM
Hellohs.
Tday after sch was th co intensive.
2.30 reached.
9+ ended.
Cut birthday cake. As celebration fr those birthday babies.
KAYS.
no moods.
Dont talks.
Bye.
Smth happen.
Unsatisfactory happenings.
Kays.
BYEEEE.
Renesmee ; A miracle
Saturday, April 18, 2009
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10:20 PM
Hi .
Sry for th previous post.
Got too worked up.
Haiz.
Syf is in TWO more days !!!
So worried.
No.
correction.
Im DEAD worried.
Seriously, we only have 48 more hours or so of practice.
And alot ta improve on.
In fact i think it's TOO much to be improved.
Ltr going t practice again.
And from ytd till now, keep listening t sha di er, sha di er.
And surprisingly I never get tired of it -_-
One of my pri. sch. junior, msn.ed me just now.
Grats on you &your stead :]
Haiz.
Anyways.
Kaiyu kaya !
MSLCO must jyjys uhs !
Goodluckss :D
woopees.
Now, only left us.
The only and ONE performing arts left.
Haiz.
Big sighs.
Cant comcentrate during lessons.
Even dreams of syf.
Omg.
Im getting more and more abnormal .--.
More sighs.
Okay.
Crossing fingers.
Going t try t get everything as near t perfection as possible.
:D
wgsco, two years, two songs, one chance, 10 minutes plus up stage, one final award.
Like wht mdm ang said, its now or never :]
Byee.
Cant even concentrate on typing ._.
Renesmee ; A miracle
Friday, April 17, 2009
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3:49 AM
Hello all .
Syf, left 4 MORE DAYS .
Tday, was th mass run and punishment as well as strings practice.
Oh well.
Not bad.
Mass run , 2 rounds , 15 min.
Punishment from 12.30+++ to 1pm +++.
Break, thn helped t carry chairs back t 4T2.
Took lift up co rm. :]
Tday, Ms Thia they all announced the results for choir and modern dance.
HA. alot of modern dancers were so ERHEM.
Even so ERHEM t us CO ppl toos.
So mean !
How can they be so ERHEM mannnns !
Smemore keep HARPING on it. I hear until my tears flow down . A few times.
They think they got a G*** thn very good?
I will prove them WRONGGGG.
WGSCO will AND must GET A GOLD WITH HONOURS !
Do the whole neighbourhood schools proud, that's what Angela said.
Went t Youth room beside co storerm after the lift.
Helped arranged th chairs.
Conference STARTED.
Hosted by Xinen and Angela.
Angela made a good point.
Its their last year here, And Angela talked about Yiheng.
When they got a second silver that year , out of SCH, Yiheng alumni said : " 2 years later , wgsco WILL get GOLD. "
Angela then said " must we need to wait until the second time then we can get what we want? You all see the Modern Dance like that alr, so there is no choice but ta move on and CLINCH our G.W.H .
If , sway sway touch wood ah, we get gold or silver, c.o.p, th next day i surely wont come to school., YES. wo ai mian zi. "
LIKE THAT.
so.
I really dont understand !
grah.
Very frustated mannns.
Recently family also got problems.
Say want file for a divorce, thn every day see each other quarrel until whole woodlands area cann hear like that.
See me use comp awhile also bushuang, thn BOTH target at me.
Thn everything is MIE FAULT LO.
Ya. My fault. can alr ? Happy? Must everyone be happy when im gone?
Smetimes feel like jumping off a building or just eat the PILLS and be GONE . FOREVER.
People just DONT understand.
Why cant they treasure everything tht's before them ? Before It fades? Before its gone and we cry and wail and make a bigbigbigbiG fuss about it?
WHY?
I really dont understand.
I know everyone IS trying their verryyyyy BEST.
but just.
sigh I also dont know how t say.
Plain frustating and tired.
Physically and mentally tired you know.
Tday in sch.
MOrning, during lessons stand up greet tcher whole HEAD throbbing like SICK. and Dizzy. I see one finger see until two fingers .
Practically whole morning and after noon no MOOD.
Cheered up a little when going home wihth Shermaine and Marjorie nuer.
HAIZ.
I really dont understand IT.
Prayyinggggg for the VERY best.
Crossing fingers.
Kellyn , Siuhui , Jiahui, dont cry, we will also support you in a special manner !
WGS CHOIR, YOU'VE DONE YOURSELVES PROUD, WITH dignity AND PRIDE.
I ADMIRE YOU ! :]
Kayys.
Byes.
Renesmee ; A miracle
Thursday, April 16, 2009
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4:38 AM
Hellohs ppl . :D
Band; SILVER.
Modern dance; GOLD.
Choir; BRONZE.
Co; __
Hopefully , it is gold with HONOURS.
Yes. I have faith everyone ! [;
I believe we canns do it ! :]
first yr that wgsco took part in syf, silver.
second time, aimed for gold. Got a silver in the end.
Yes, and the third time , GOLD ! (:
Hope this also acts as an example to everyone ! :]
If we persists, we will SUCEED.
This year, we're aiming for gold W.H .
Two years, one day, one oppurtunity, 10min+ up stage.
If the result that we're going t get is no satisfying, do note my mood.
stay away form me if you see that im angry.
okay thanks.
Now praying soooooo HARD. ;/
This whole week is so BUSY.
Mon, extra practice.
Tues, combined.
Wed, extra practice.
Thurs, sectional, p.e, D & T
Friday, mass run, punishment, extra practice.
Sat, wgsco, combined, practice, stage rehearsal, mco if possible.
Sun, erhu day. OMG. haha my parents are gonna suffer :]
MON, EXTRA NIGHT PRACTICE until 8 pm.
TUESDAY ! , COMBINED AND CO UNTIL NIGHT TIME 10pm.
and wednesday , the big day .
Our outcome will be all our efforts for two years :D
Haha okaykays.
Gtgs.
Dad nagging.
loves you all <3'sAnd kellyn stead ! ;/
Dont sad nahs.
You sad I also sad de leh..
See you all like this im so scared you noeeeee.
super duperr stresseD.
kays.
going t watch pingpong :]
Byes ;/
Renesmee ; A miracle
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
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5:25 AM
Hellohs ppl. :D
've been quite busy these few weeks..
Syf's around the corner, last batch ta go upstage :]
Left, exactly 7 days, ONE week.
There's still alot of room for improvement, to me.
And i've alot ta improve on toos ! (:
It's hard t cope between studies, home and co these few weeks, but it's WORTH it.
Starting t raise my hopes fr co :D
Gogogo WGSCO ! Last fight of SEVEN days.
There's aLOT for us to do in seven days.
like our bowing , movements , tai feng , pitches , attitude etcetc :]
Hoping that I would not get a STAGE fright , cuhs im sitting at th second row third place.
Woh. So obvious sia. ;/
Now listening t Legend of Luhuitou village, NICEEE (;
Posting it ltr in another post.. x]
Ahhhh~ Will anyone be nervous and cant play on th syf-
Cant imagine- :X
Kayskays.
Father came back, NAGGING AGAIN.
pueh. );
Byeeeeees.
wgsco} 220409, all our efforts for two years.
bear in mind, TWO YEARS ! x]
kays la.
BYE.
oh dear.
Tml's P.E again. ):
napfa 2.4km FOR SUREEEE.
Renesmee ; A miracle
Monday, April 13, 2009
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3:46 AM
Hie.
Nowadays alot of things happened.
LOL.
And im gonna post some pictures if thr's still available. :]
Haha yes ! Its still thr :]
Mr ice and Ice (:
Altho i've quitted, bt still think of him smetimes uh. :D
maybe as a friend ?
Hahas.
Ok.
I think i've gtg.
Byee ! (;
Renesmee ; A miracle
Sunday, April 12, 2009
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7:35 AM
YO.
BAND GOT SILVER ! :D
okok.
gtg soon i think.
nowadays so DUMN busy !
here pop up some things.
THERE pop up MORE things.
GRAH.
Going crazy soon.
Oh ya.
Girls must support my shop okay :D
ask me fr th URL haha !
And do visit me and kimchi's blog : http://ice-kimchi.blogspot.com
i think.
im also not sure.
ahhhhhh ~~~~~
HOPEFULLY i can be excused from everything tht's related to P.E.
Okay.
Byee.
);
X[
Renesmee ; A miracle
Sunday, April 5, 2009
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4:23 AM
Hi.
Ppl.
Lol.
Tday was th SECOND TIME syf rehearsal.
Such a FAILURE.
saddened.
;C
1]mdm ang cried.
2] mdm ang shouted at us.
3] moving of things too slow.
4] performed nt good.
5] ms lam reprimanded me.
6] mdm ang say us again.
7] ms lam scold us on bus on way back.
8] reflected.
9] scolding and clearing up things.
10] go home with yisuan.
-THE END-.
Tears at my eyes thr alr bt thn told senior it was sensitive.
Ha.
that's so great.
Maybe i really should try letting go of CO.
maybe i should.
oh well.
no mood.
ALL THE BEST FOR MO XIAOLING YIWEI AND JACK AND WGSSB.
YOU ALL REALLY DESERVED WHAT YOU ALL DESERVE.
WISH YA ALL GOOD LUCK. :D
<33's
WILL BE PRAYING HARD FOR YOU ALL :]
MUARHCKS ! :]
Renesmee ; A miracle
Thursday, April 2, 2009
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7:54 AM
Lol.
Feeling tired and going off soon . :/
miss mr.ice, 1809 ! ):
So sry ya .
Its been so long bt i still think of you everytime its 18TH. :o
nowadays really getting bored of ppl in co.
Hope tht next tyme can go home with yywii everytime, wou.
That would be nice for me. :]
Its smth t be happy of.
At least one of th things.
:] Im happy.ied t see tht ppl in class are getting better .
Ouh.
Tday frgt t do sandwhich.
Yisuan toos. :/
So in th end went canteen ate.
suddenly i started t miss pri. sch friends like ping, yinn, peiyi, huihui and mr.yellowbag haha :]
Hope t see them all back in fcps during teacher's day.
Last yr nv see mr. yellow bag around.
Lol maybe he went off earlier.
wondering how everyone's getting on.
Hoping t transfer t YCSS and get into their BAND or GUZHENG ensemble.
provided i get into kimchi's class 2E3.
That's would be NICE.
at least even before i go there i know some of them alr.
Like Kimchi , Nicole, Waddy, Tienling, Jinquan, Jasmine, and some more others.
:D
smetimes find tht wgs is too meaningless and tiring t stay on.
but, from last few mnths, 've been concentrating on CLASS and focusing on co.
everyday just doing these two things.
Nth much.
:p
Haha.
Let's just hope for the best.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Being shoo-ed off t slp le.
Renesmee ; A miracle
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7:08 AM
TO : WEIYIN A.K.A KIMCHI AND OTHERS OUT THERE IN SYF.
Today was Co sectional day as usual.
After co, called kimchi.
It's my first time ever hearing her cry so badly.
And its been affecting me until now.
Her Band got bronze tday, 2 MARCH 2009.
and YES , Her band got SILVER th last time.
She told me in th end, how everyone cried, how was the situation, how even to th extent that her teachers cried too.
So I've been thinking, is what one of my teachers said really true?
I really cant bear t even imagine th feeling, you know, of th impact tht hits everyone .
The teacher said " Last last batch , we got silver even though we worked really hard. We was so sad we cried. And until TODAY, i still REGRET. "
And moreover, upon th advancing days of th syf, seeing everything in this state, im really starting t feel that its really useless t stay on.
Everyone is slacking, not even bothering t practice at home.
All are busy with their own activities, and alot even GRUMBLE when SL's says there are practices.
I mean.
Its just so..
so, i dont know.
Hopeless and incurable.
Cause, th old situation tht i knew of was really very different from what it is nowadays.
Its really saddening you know.
Can you imagine yourself seeing your cca wasted away, deteriorating day by day, and walk down th path of failure, humiliation ?
I really cant imagine th outcome if we dont get t our expectations.
Its time people really SHOULD wake up, its alr left around 21 days more.
I really learnt what is regret after th call from Kimchi just now.
I really really REALLY dont wish co t walk down tht path.
What Kimchi told me, I think i will rmb it and at the same time, use it as an example tht we should learn from.
She really cried very horribly.
I dont wish for my friends t be like tht in the near future.
Its really saddening.
Just imagine, or even think, when you learn th saddening news that you failed to live up to th expectations and get a worse result, will you be happy?
Seriously speaking i dont think i will .
And I will also dont know how to face my alumni's, teachers and conductors .
Maybe to some of you people im talking crap, but its just, like a wake up call for me.
I really 'woke' from Weiyin's lesson.
Its really time we should buck up.
Just think.
If you take on the hardship and bear with it, you get what you want, and you will be free and gain respect in the eyes of others.
You will also think that your efforts are worth it.
BUT, what if its not the case?
Haiz.
Anyways, it's just pathetic . :/
I really hope to see some committment or efforts from everyone..
That's all i gtg bye. :/
Renesmee ; A miracle