Renesmee ; The daughter of Bella And Edward ♥
Thursday, April 2, 2009
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7:08 AM
TO : WEIYIN A.K.A KIMCHI AND OTHERS OUT THERE IN SYF.
Today was Co sectional day as usual.
After co, called kimchi.
It's my first time ever hearing her cry so badly.
And its been affecting me until now.
Her Band got bronze tday, 2 MARCH 2009.
and YES , Her band got SILVER th last time.
She told me in th end, how everyone cried, how was the situation, how even to th extent that her teachers cried too.
So I've been thinking, is what one of my teachers said really true?
I really cant bear t even imagine th feeling, you know, of th impact tht hits everyone .
The teacher said " Last last batch , we got silver even though we worked really hard. We was so sad we cried. And until TODAY, i still REGRET. "
And moreover, upon th advancing days of th syf, seeing everything in this state, im really starting t feel that its really useless t stay on.
Everyone is slacking, not even bothering t practice at home.
All are busy with their own activities, and alot even GRUMBLE when SL's says there are practices.
I mean.
Its just so..
so, i dont know.
Hopeless and incurable.
Cause, th old situation tht i knew of was really very different from what it is nowadays.
Its really saddening you know.
Can you imagine yourself seeing your cca wasted away, deteriorating day by day, and walk down th path of failure, humiliation ?
I really cant imagine th outcome if we dont get t our expectations.
Its time people really SHOULD wake up, its alr left around 21 days more.
I really learnt what is regret after th call from Kimchi just now.
I really really REALLY dont wish co t walk down tht path.
What Kimchi told me, I think i will rmb it and at the same time, use it as an example tht we should learn from.
She really cried very horribly.
I dont wish for my friends t be like tht in the near future.
Its really saddening.
Just imagine, or even think, when you learn th saddening news that you failed to live up to th expectations and get a worse result, will you be happy?
Seriously speaking i dont think i will .
And I will also dont know how to face my alumni's, teachers and conductors .
Maybe to some of you people im talking crap, but its just, like a wake up call for me.
I really 'woke' from Weiyin's lesson.
Its really time we should buck up.
Just think.
If you take on the hardship and bear with it, you get what you want, and you will be free and gain respect in the eyes of others.
You will also think that your efforts are worth it.
BUT, what if its not the case?
Haiz.
Anyways, it's just pathetic . :/
I really hope to see some committment or efforts from everyone..
That's all i gtg bye. :/
Renesmee ; A miracle