Renesmee ; The daughter of Bella And Edward ♥
Monday, August 3, 2009
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3:55 AM
Hi people.
I've been thinking through a lot of stuffs today.
Today's also first day of common test.
As well as yw's b'day.
:]
Grats.
Recently, been thinking everything, in fact.
Decided to change my life.
I want to change my life !
I want to change my school !
Sometimes, I wonder if i'd chosen the right path.
Chosen, the right thing?
The right decision?
The right acquaintances?
The right school?
The right CCA?
The right live?
I'm so sick of having to go to school everyday.
Having to look positive.
Even if i dont.
until i cant take it anymore.
Really.
Im sooooooo tired of everything.
Now , it seems that everything is changing, changed?
Dont wish to talk about it anymore.
Maybe, I should get a LIFE.
Huh.
Its over my probation period.
Nobody even says happy birthday to me.
Oh well.
They celebrated yw's b;day though.
one biiiiiiiiiiiig cake for her.
Nothing for the rest of us.
not even presents.
OkAY,
im not going to elaborate further.
It's making me depressed soon.
From now on.
I may be changing blog.
This blog brings back, just too many memories.
Memories that im terrified to forget.
Reluctant to remember.
Think about, the sharpest tip of th knife in th whole world.
Stabbing it , inch by inch , deeper and deeper into your soul, and let it heal until its almost back to normal, but to do it again?
Imagine this process.
Again and again.
Im sick of it.
And yet sometimes they bring me happiness.
Remeniscing at everything.
Maybe, its time i let go.
How i wish i was never born.
No need to be born into this world.
No need to go through life, pain and death.
How I wish I would be in heaven enjoying eternity.
Free from everything.
You would feel nothing.
Even if there's any feeling, it would be nothing but happiness.
Yes, who doesnt wish for that kind of life?
No worries.
No problem.
:D
Okay.
People will think im crazy.
haha.
Time to sign off.
An nyoung hah sai yo!
Nal Sarang Ha Ni?
Sarang Haeyo . :]
XIAOMA LOVESSSSS FANS.
lovee.
takecares people.
Renesmee ; A miracle