Renesmee ; The daughter of Bella And Edward ♥
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
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3:41 AM
My first birthday present for year 2009.
A Chocolate from Yisuan . :]
Thanks-
Doing Ads Alley now.
(:
Recently Kimi's been playing maple.
Not had a proper chat with her so much now and then.
So far, two.
pathethic isnt it?
Im down with flu.
Temp : 37.00
Head : exploding.
Tomorrow's p.e and odac once again.
Wonder if mr.joe DID see my msg.
Last wed, i meant.
If he didnt I can say Hello to RTC tomorrow.
Shoot.
Embarassing.
No dinner today again.
Buying it myself later.
Sometimes it's such a bother to go to school.
To work when we grow up.
To die .
Just thinking of how gruesome you'll look when you are old gives me the creeps.
Thinking of how a mess my life is now makes me... makes me.
I dont know.
Sometimes, it's hard to manage and do certain things.
Yet sometimes, you will want to strangle someone.
Sometimes, you will want to KILL and MURDER someone, Like how i want to kill my mom.
Sometimes you just want to drop everything and go missing.
Sometimes you dont want to care about anything else.
Sometimes you want to decide on some things yet you're afraid of hurting the others.
Sometimes you will just want to vanish from the surface of the Earth.
Sometimes you hate being born into this world.
Sometimes you wonder what you will be if you are aborted.
Sometimes you think and remenisce on the past.
Sometimes you are random.
Sometimes only people think about your existence when you are sad.
Sometimes people are selfish, too selfish.
Sometimes you wish you were born in another time, another century, another country.
Sometimes you want to do what you want.
Sometimes you just cant concentrate on things.
Sometime you realise that people are wearing masks and using you like a post-it note, yet you still allow them to use you.
Sometimes you realise that people change and betray you.
Sometimes you realise that there are not many people who are really your friends and the only way is to score in your exams.
Sometimes wonder about a lot of things.
Sometimes, too many sometimes.
How many sometimes do we have?
What if, Tomorrow is our last day?
We dont take things for granted.
Yet people still do.
And they really wake when they realise that something goes missing in their lives.
Yes, Life is part and parcel of life.
And everything is like a ball.
You were born.
And you are dead.
Start and End.
Yet many things happen along the way.
Okay.
Bye.
Renesmee ; A miracle